Make you feel my love

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue

And I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Theres nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you,
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love

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Soooo I'm officially mojang bandung nao lolololol.

Bandung is great. Everything seems nice to me, things going on smoothly, well, so far. Campus's awesome (some subject drives me nuts tho) friends are amazing, routines are tiring :) 

My first week here wasn't very good actually. I haven't had my internet connection in my room installed, my cellphone was broken, i didn't know where to eat. So basically everyday after class I went straight back to kosan, crawled to bed and cried- mommy i wanna go home HAHAHAH.

Oh in addition to my sufferness, I had to face another rejection. Several weeks ago I signed up for HNMUN 2014, I passed the form and luckily the interview selection but then I failed in the group disscussion (which was judged by one of my lecturer, my DEKAN) so in other word, I didn't make it to the forth round. My dream to have my first footstep in the U.S escaped from my grip. It was so close, yet so far. But that's okay. At least I gave it a try, right? And there's always next year :)

And again, there's this guy. idk what to say hahaha just hang in there boy i like you too much ok? 

Now, move on. I got a bunch of assignments and things that needs to be done before the upcoming final exam.

Bisous Bisous,

EgytaHakim

ZAZPERRR

Wow. It's been a while. Baru inget kalo punya blog. Pas baca ngakak-ngakak sendiri. APA BANGET GUE DULU HAHAHASIGH.

Kepengen nulis lagi, tapi nggak tau mau nulis apa. Ditambah kok kayanya bahasa inggris gue udah ngaco banget sekarang :) :) :) Terakhir nyentuh bahasa inggris SMA tahun lalu, sebelum akhirnya masuk kuliah sastra prancis yang semakin menjauhkan gue dengan bahasa inggris. Gak pernah les-les lagi. So this time, give me a break, i'll be writing in my very own style, my mother tongue, Bahasa.

Mau cerita apa? Hmm. College.

Yak. Jadiiiii ceritanya tahun lalu setelah perjuangan panjang dan diakhiri nangis-nangis bombay karena terus-terusan ditolak perguruan tinggi negri (undangan, PPKB UI, SNMPTN & SMUP) thats a lot. Akhirnya nyangkutlah gue di Fakultas Ilmu Pengetahuan Budaya (FIB) Universitas Indonesia jurusan Sastra Perancis melalui jalur SIMAK UI 2012. Padahal sih main targetnya HI, hukum atau komunikasi.......... Tapi nyatanya ditolak terus tuh :") (gpp gpp gy bukan rejekinya, yang penting kuliah) *nyenengin diri sendiri*

Reaksi pas pertama kali tau (akhirnya) keterima.......

ALHAMDULILAAAAAAAAAAH UI

Kemudian..

Mampus. 

To be real real real honest, sasper wasn't really my choice. That was my sister(s) and my mum choice. Then why did i chose it anyway? Because they said "give it a try. siapa tau rejekinya disitu" AND, i was...........desperate. I mean, man, I got rejected, 4 times. Hampir habis semua jalur masuk ptn. NOW THE THING ISSSSSSSSSSSSSS: I HAVE NO FRICKIN CLUE ABOUT FRENCH. Nggak pernah belajar bahasa perancis sedikit pun, ga tau apa-apa tentang Perancis lah intinya. Well yea one of my sister once learned french when she was in highschool, i got few words from her like "bonjour-bonsoir" ...........now you see how pathetic i am. Bingung juga kenapa Allah tuh ngasihnya yang bener-bener jauh dari target, never crossed my mind dan nggak ada persiapan apa-apa :(
  
Nah kan jadi gado-gado bahasa nya :3

Langsung deh tuh pikiran, mampus banget, pasti temen-temen nya yang emang french addict gitu, terus udah pada bisa bhs prancis. Kalopun gak jago-jago amat tapi pasti udah ada basic dari SMA atau kursus. Lah gueeeeh? Zonk.

Along with that, i kept trying to put aside pikiran-pikiran yang mengganggu seperti itu &&&percaya walaupun gue zonk tapi nanti kalo niat belajar lama-lama pasti jadi bisa, turns out that i was right, ternyata ada juga maba alias mahasiswa baru yang zonk kayak gue, belum pernah belajar prancis sama sekali huehuehe *girang* aaaandddd surprisingly i kinda like french! Nilai gak jeblok-jeblok amat, bisa ngikutin, banyak kegiatan fun etc. With such a nice learning environment i am in, interesting lessons (greek mythology!) ah-mazing friends (even i met new bestie, Ajeng and Nadya), and a remarkable professeur/e :) i found my self comfortable with my college life. I enjoyed every minute of it. I really did. Once again, surprisingly.


But in the end, setelah 1 semester yang menyenangkan dan melelahkan bersama temen-temen baru yang sarap dan gilakkk, gue memutuskan untuk mengakhiri studi saya di ui. Jangan shock. HEHEHE. "kenapa keluaaaaar haaaa egyyy sayang tauuuu" gue punya alasan tersendiri yang gak bisa gue jelasin (tentunya) disini :)

Terus sekarang gimana? Alhamdulillah sudah keterima hi unpar (haaa maba lagi deh), one of my dream! Oia sebenernya tahun lalu udah daftar unpar juga ngambil HI & hukum, tapi ternyata pengumuman simak dimajuin, yang seharusnya setelah tes unpar malah jadi sebelum. Ketauan udah lolos, udah deh unparnya ga jadi ikut tes. Terus sekarang sedikit nyesel kenapa gak dicoba aja waktu itu ya :") Tapi gapapa toh sekarang jadi bisa (sedikit) bahasa perancis HAHAHAH *dijambak*

What i'm trying to say here is that our job isn't to figure out why things happen, it's to figure out what to do with the things that happen. God definitely has a plan for everything and that's all you need to know :D

I'll see you real soon, Bandung

xx
EgytaHakim